do you think chasing something for two years is perseverant? what about if its a girl? cuz im begining to think thats just pathetic. ive tried to be there for her for two years. in high school id like to think thats a long time to spend chasing after one person. though i only really get the attention i want when she has nowhere else to turn. Once the need for me is overshadowed by some other, better guy, i become useless, and so im left behind cursing everything around me.
so WTF. why cant i just move on. this is so not fair. im so sick of being dropped for anyone better than me. i dont even think i have the ability to flirt anymore. and these are the thoughts that randomly continue to circle my mind. fuck me -_-
and you continually remain oblivious to it all.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
perseverance
Posted by Son of Irony at Tuesday, August 17, 2010
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Stop calling me fucking oblivious, I'm NOT! Do you even know Kenji? He was in the same position as you but he's so desperately in love with me that he stopped eating for 3 days because I wasn't there to talk to him.
I know exactly what is going on, but what do you want me to do about it? Lie to you? Say I'm not physically attracted to you? Because I'm obviously always physically attracted to you, but when I have boyfriends I can't mess around with you because I don't want to be a cheater.
I've told you we can't date, therefore I'm not emotionally invested in you as more than a friend. How else can I treat you? I'm sorry if I'm being harsh, but after dealing with Kenji's SHIT for years and years, I refuse to make myself so miserable I'll cry just because someone else is madly in love with me and I can't stay single just to make them happy. It's just not possible. I've done all I can, and I'm so sick of it.
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